Reminiscing after one year

Prior to graduating college, I secured two full-time job offers. One being in equity research and the other in business development for a clean-tech energy provider. I was interested in both, but neither made me excited to wake up in the morning. I wanted to help companies succeed, but these jobs didn’t give me the freewill and range to do that. To the dismay of my friends and family, I turned down two impressive offers to pursue something I wasn’t sure I’d be able to ever have.

However, that wasn’t the hardest decision of my life, in fact, maybe one of the easier ones. I knew I wouldn’t find my dream job sending cold applications, but rather through connections who knew and understood the type of person I was along with the ambition I had. I wanted to connect with everyone who was driving change. I was exchanging emails constantly, researching companies and hosted skype chats sometimes twice a day all while balancing school, a venture fellowship and pro-bono consulting work for an up and coming startup.

I got a taste of what I ultimately wanted – a life symbiotically intertwined with work and pleasure. During that year, I was positively impacting the companies I helped, and the people I met. I had exciting conversations that made me feel like I was on the path to attaining my goal, and I was. I met people from all walks of life ranging from VCs and startup founders to designers and carpenters. However, changed when I received two more full-time offers.

 In the palm of one hand, I had an offer from a strategic financing startup that specialized in helping small businesses scale. I loved everything about the company from the team to the dream.

 In the other, I had a great learning experience at one of the largest tech companies in the world. I was promised a role in strategy with the opportunity to help grow companies and startups alike.

This time around, I was happy with both offers and excited to start. The only problem was that I couldn’t work at both. For days I was unable to figure out which was best for me.

At first, the startup provided me the proximity to the companies I wanted to help, but not necessarily the mentorship and skillset I desired. I was scared to throw myself into a role while being so nascent to the industry. I thought this might actually hinder my chances at breaking into this type of role later in life.

When it came to the tech company, I didn’t want to be pigeonholed or sucked into a technology that didn’t interest me. I was told that I would be in strategy, something I saw as the perfect runway.

After toying with these ‘what if’ scenarios for days on end, I made my decision. Despite having a sexy title at the startup, a little bit of equity and enough dogs to play with until I became allergic, knew this was the right move. Being self-aware, I realized I didn’t deserve the role they gave me. I was confident in my skills, but figured they might’ve had clouded judgement if they were willing to give me such a key role so early in my career.
I felt like giving me complete autonomy and decision-making power over others wasn’t the best move for where I was in my career – the start. I didn’t build the company from the ground up and I didn’t help finance the operation. This was a company that was growing fast, and rather than finding the right person for the role, they found the first person for the role. I was extremely grateful, but wanted exposure to the wide variety of the technologies I so craved.

Looking back, I couldn’t be happier with all the choices I made. I’ve grown tremendously since my original skepticism and found I’m able and willing to help others even if I don’t benefit immediately. I was originally scared to be pigeonholed into a bad group, but quickly realized that hard work, networking and a little bit of luck trump any computer-generated pigeonhole.

Today, I’m a digital strategy consultant at IBM where I’ve worked on blockchain offerings, helped kickstart a Tech Talk series and even pushed a Fintech platform to market. I’m happy to be bridging the gap between the corporate world and startup ecosystem and can’t wait for the next adventure.

I should probably keep my day job.

I was asked to take part in a diversity series. Upon entering the room and introducing myself to the team, I subsequently knocked over and destroyed their $8,000 camera. It was even more embarrassing considering there were around 20 other people in the room waiting to be interviewed.

So, watch me stumble over my words in timid monotone fashion – all captured on an old iPhone 7.

I’m too cheap to host video capabilities, so here’s a link to my interview! Screen Shot 2018-03-22 at 13.03.17

Jambo! Shalom! Hallo! I’m Danny!

Welcome to my space! On this publication you will find a wide variety of thoughts translated into what I hope to be digestible English language! I can’t promise to bring expert level knowledge in anything.

Some topics you might find include consumer tech, surfing, sandwich commentary, funny (I hope) anecdotes about my life, and many more.

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Bye for now, Danny